forum member of the month? XD

well... let's take a break from the dramas of my life shall we? :D

awhile ago, i had a chat with kuya krav.. and i learned from him that he was also featured in otakuzine magazine.. issue 31. well haha, actually, i am the featured forum member for the month. yay me! XP haha. i just got the news last night.. and still i was surprised haha. imagine your face plastered that magazine... and a lot of people will see your face. haha!

he told me when he found out that he was there, he immediately got himself a copy scanned it... and posted it in his site. XD lol.check it out --->

hahaha. i might do that when i get my hands on the issue 33 of otakuzine this monday XD

anyways, as i rummaged through his posts in his blog, i came across with this site:

and here are my readings for today:

Position 1: This is the background of your reading, tells you what the main focus is, what area is of most concern presently.
Knight of Wands (Staffs)
You are at a point of uncertainty, there is stress and difficulty at this time figuring out exactly who you are and what you need to be doing, but this is a growth period and a learning experience so embrace it and bless it for what it is - looking for the opportunities for positive change presenting themselves.

Position 2: This card tells what your motivations are, why you are compelled to do certain things,etc.. it is your drive.
The Hierophant
You want to free yourself from restriction and eliminate the things in your life that keep you from having what you want. A desire to develop discipline, leadership qualities, and/or to establish a position of importance.

Position 3: This is the card that indicates problems & fears that you need to address and clear away. This can be subconscious blocks to your progress.
Page of Cups
Feeling taken for granted or used by people. Feeling unfulfilled, Worry about the future. Loneliness or feeling a bit left out or abandoned. Fears of not connecting with another.

Position 4: This card tells you what you need to focus on that you are not aware of or that you are not perceiving fully at this time. It's purpose is to help you gain some perspective and is often a surprise.
Four of Swords
Keep on believing and having faith. When the voice comes forward that doubts and questions be still and wait for the answers. Sometimes a break is necessary before activity can resume for this very reason - we are being given an opportunity to hear our real guidance.

Position 5: This card is an action plan that focuses on the best way to proceed from here, how to use the advice given in the previous positions to your benefit.
Page of Wands (Staffs)
Pursue interests and hobbies that keep you occupied and working towards your goals. Don't allow yourself to get sucked into apathy, keep making a conscious effort to work towards your dreams and spark your passion. Pour your youthful passion into creative endeavors or learning something new.

anyways, this is just a reading.. they're just an inspiration or interpretations. its up to you if you'll believe in them and stick to what they are saying. :D